Rhesus Monkey Heaven

kinda sad to be going home...won't see my dad tomorrow before I leave and have to spend 2 1/2 hours in the damn car w/ cheryl...damn....

~kiki

Ok, so I'm not a film critic, I hate them actually. But this movie has compelled me to write some things.
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I must admit that I sat down to watch Brokeback Mountain yesterday with three intentions.
1)To see what all the hoop-lah was about.
2)To have a laugh...."I wish I could quit you." (I'm ashamed)
3)To see Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger kiss. (It WAS hot!)

The film started slowly, and I wasn't immediately taken. The scenery was great, very beautiful mountains, and foliage, but I was wondering how they were going to move this along. The movie began, and there was no attraction between Jack (Gyllenhaal) and Ennis (Ledger). The interesting thing was that the first time they have sex they are drunk out of their minds!

They are herding sheep together, and Jack is supposed to be sleeping with the sheep at night to keep them safe, and Ennis is supposed to stay at the camp, and cook etc. But one night after a bit too much whiskey, Ennis stays at the camp to sleep, but outside of the tent. Long story short, Ennis freezes his ass off, and Jack talks him into sleeping in the tent with him. Jack puts Ennis' arm around him, and the next thing you know, they are having sex.

The interesting thing about their love scene was that it was so "violent" for lack of a better word. Not sexually, but emotionally. It's like they want so much to hide their love, that when it does come through, it's only the raw, and real love. Not the fake shit that Hollywood has made it.

Ennis and Jack leave Brokeback, and go their separate ways, get married, have children. But they go back, and have an affair together for 20-years that is kept secret.

It really is a film that moves you, it moved me to tears. The premise of it is soo much deeper than "the gay cowboy movie" and I think anyone who, after seeing it, can still say that it's just simply the "gay cowboy movie" has a heart made of stone. Their dedication to eachother is soo deep. It's like they REALLY know love, because they have had to endure soo much yet they do still love!

Anywho, there's my two cent! If you're thinking about watching Brokeback Mountain....give it a try, don't be thick, or close-minded. It really touched me, it's like..i can't explain it! Anywho!..go RENT IT NOW!! lolz

kiki

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Dr.Gregory House
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WHY THE FUCKING ONSET???????? I feel crazy!

not even this pic of hugh made me feel better....bess, you know I'm depressed...and it's not even about being at daddy's it just suddenly hit me....that's how it usually is....i get these sudden...very hard onsets....shit....

kiki

I was small,
I waited for the happy end,
Thinking no bad could befall
Me, naive but content to pretend.
I grew with the thoughts,
Fighting fought
With the meaning of more,
I didn't need a saviour.
But things got cold,
As my soul grew old,
But my looks could not keep up,
There must have been a mixup.
A mistake could have happened,
Amnesia from up above,
Was "god" on holiday in Iceland?
Could he not hear my cries,
The pain of the growth,
"Why have you left me?"
I was fed up with all the lies.
That he, and she told me,
"It will be alright."
"The end will be soon."
But I sit here,
And the end is near,
Can't you fix me?
No.
Can't you make it not hurt?

Yes.

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Had a sudden onset of depression....sorry..........

kiki

RHNEBTBRBN+1 (Really Huge Number Even Bigger Than Bess's Really Big Number)
has commenced....and there was rejoicing....in my stupidity.

kiki

how did the whole chuck norris revolution come around???

don't get me wrong, it's funny as hell!

There are no weapons of mass destruction in Iraq, Chuck Norris lives in Oklahoma


you have to admit, that's pretty damn funny!!

kikers


just found this one!!!

Chuck Norris did not "lose" his virginity, he stalked it and then destroyed it with extreme prejudice.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Chuck Norris CAN lick his elbow.

^^^so can kiki(2)!!!

I GOT INTO COMPANY....THEY"RE GONNA PAY!!! OMG BILLIE, I"M DYING!!!

KIKI

tired...don't want to go to dance...and my ankle hurts... I think I hurt it on tuesday at dance.

peprally=crappy......erik w/ mohawk=orgasmic....anywho...bored as hell, hope they have vault at the grocery store next doorr...

think i'm gonna take german over the summer...

ciao
kikers

this is funny as hell!!

<td align="center"> Kiki --
[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>


totally not tru!

kiki

My dad is such a fucking hypocrite....

Buddha added me as a friend!!!! Kiki happy....*does girlish giggly thing*

kiki

i think i'm gonna go get a cappucino...i lurve them....i want to make sweet oral love to the cup with my warm cappucino in it...just like billie with the reeses!

kiki

^^^^^^^if you are crazy about this country, please don't read...ok, i warned u!

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God fuck America,
The land of the free,
A sarcastic plea,
For free isn't free,
In this land of money.

God fuck America,
Where the children die young,
Where the shit's always slung,
Where the mass holds it's tongue,
An opinion never sung.

God fuck America,
Where the soldiers never rest,
Because the christians always pest,
They say the country isn't "blessed",
So they harshly protest,
Near the grave is where they infest.

God fuck America,
Before it fucks you,
Everthing is taboo,
There is nothing that is true,
So without much ado,
I say to America
FUCK YOU!

-Kiki

Glad i got that off my chest...

emo lyrics
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the singer finished singing and she's walking out
the singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
and it's hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry

it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same

my worries weigh the world how i used to be
and everything in cold seems a plague in me
and its hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry

it's hard to say that i was wrong
its hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same
it's hard to say i have my

it's hard to say if only
since you've been gone it's not the same

words that i fear is the lie i told a thousand times before
words that i fear is the night
but it's hard to say how i feel today
our years gone by, and i cry

it's hard to say that i was wrong
it's hard to say i miss you
since you've been gone it's not the same
it's hard to say i have my tongue
it's hard to say if only
since you've been gone i'm not the same
it's hard to say (god it's hard to say)
since you've been gone, i'm not the same


-Hard to say
-The Used

My pornstar name is Misty Morgan, has a ring to it doesn't it?

make you own:
Your first pet's name is your first name.

The street you live on is your last name.

have fun..

kiki

<td align="center"> You are LanceFucker.
(Your alter-ego is Kiki)


Your super-hero ability:

Eat everything in your path

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*naughty kiki* I know, I'm realli original w/ the name...hehe

playing poker, and livin the good life....but sad w/o billie....*cries*

kiki